It’s almost 10 years, isn’t that long enough?!

Each year I used to ask a question, that I already knew it’s answered, and you answered it anyway with the same, every time.

I felt weak, vulnerable, not as tough as I looked with that big smile on my face, and kept waiting for it to be changed.

One day, and because of a dream you ended it with braking my soul, I woke up feeling stronger, and the game has changed ever since. But yes, I’m still waiting for a new answer to that question I stopped asking.

Still, it’s not like how it was 3 years ago, but it’s kinda better.

Way back in time, I knew how hard it is to be with you.
You have always been too close, but far to reach.
For some reason, I couldn’t keep my self away, but not exactly in love.
I wanted you to tell me one thing, so my feelings can know how to react, just one.

But hey!
I know you are too scared to say it either way.

And as always we are gonna act like nothing is ever said, till the day we go apart with regrets.

Till then my friend.